Mumbai: Veteran actor Ram Kapoor recently revealed that his acclaimed 2011 television series, Bade Acche Lagte Hain, concluded because of his own erratic behavior. Kapoor publicly admitted to struggling with severe depression, consuming alcohol on set, and frequently arriving late for shoots during the show's production. He described himself as transforming into a "monster" during that period.These candid confessions emerged during a recent episode of the Netflix reality show "Lock Upp: Sach Ya Sazaa."[indianexpress+8]
Health Crisis Fueled On-Set Misconduct
Kapoor detailed that his struggles stemmed from the "worst depression of his life" while filming the popular series.He explained that the immense popularity he gained due to his increasing weight, which made him a highly-rated TV star, also led to a severe decline in his health.Doctors warned Kapoor that his unhealthy lifestyle could be life-threatening, stating he might die within six months.[timesofindia+7]
His blood sugar levels reached alarming numbers, ranging between 400 and 600+, and he was on insulin three times a day.Despite these critical health warnings, Kapoor continued to work grueling 14-hour days.He admitted that he ignored the deteriorating health warnings because he was enjoying the fame, love, and financial success that came with his popularity.[indianexpress+10]
Behavior Deteriorates on Set
The actor's personal battles significantly impacted his professional conduct on the set of Bade Acche Lagte Hain. Kapoor confessed to arriving as much as six hours late for filming.He also admitted to drinking alcohol while on set.His behavior extended to rudeness towards colleagues and other individuals involved in the production.[indianexpress+16]
Kapoor expressed deep shame over the person he had become during that difficult phase.He stated, "I became a monster. Finally, the show ended because of me. I had become such a human being that I am ashamed of myself."He now acknowledges that his actions directly led to the conclusion of the successful show.[indianexpress+9]
Children Provided Path to Redemption
Despite the dark period, Kapoor eventually found the motivation to overcome his struggles. He credits his children as the primary reason he fought through the depression and rebuilt his life.Kapoor reflected on the severity of his mental state, mentioning that if he did not have children, he might have considered actions similar to those of co-contestant Harshad Chopda, who had previously spoken about attempting suicide.[indianexpress+4]
Kapoor emphasized that having children provided him with a strong purpose to live and recover.He stated that people with children "don't have the right to stop our lives."More than a decade later, Ram Kapoor confirms he is now a much happier individual.His journey highlights the hidden pressures and personal battles that can accompany fame and success in the entertainment industry.[indianexpress+4]
